i hate PPA & 3rd anniversary

I hate PPA cyclee!! knapela semua bende kene masa ni. PPA, ACD assessment, LBVF, kahwin, aaaa. takutnyee. i need more than 24 hours. 1 thing for sure, i will have many gaps la for acd assessment this year. ahaha. nemind. don't want to bother bout it very much. MyZakwan will go to offshore again next week, and will only come back 1 week before our wedding day. So i have to settle all the thing that require zakwan to be around this week jugak. wiken ni punya plan, fitting utk baju nikah.. weee huuu. ahaha. i love to see him in full suit baju melayu. macam laksamana Cheng Ho. mata sepet pakai baju melayu.. ehehehe . comel kan? utk baju reception dh pg fitting dah. aiyakk. cerita pon dh jadi rojak. ahahah. dr PPA smpaila ke mata sepet lak.
skang dah bulan february, lagi 5 hr dh 3rd anniversary kitorang as a couple. eheheh. and insyaAllah thn depan kitorang akan celebrate 1st anniversary as husband and wife lak. *wink2* jiwang lak. doakan kitorang bahagia hingga ke anak cucu dunia akhirat. aminnn

its been a while.. :P

forgive me. i've been busy after a long chinese new year break. Lumut-KL-JB highway has been my routine route for past 2 months. have to catch up with project requirement and so do my wedding preparation. ahaha. tough lady? a big NO. But my family and MyZakwan always be by my side (not physically but mentally) ahaha. Sick a few times, cough, sore throat, throat infection and etc etc.. i guess i have to take a lot of supplement after this. I have my wedding day which less than 7 weeks i guess? ahaha. 14 mac.. uuuuu so scared. for wedding preparation i guess a lot of thing have settled. Here are the list:

• Selection of wedding date and time(done)
• Preparation of budget(done)
• Decision on wedding theme/style(done)
• Identify colour scheme(done)
• Decide on size of guest list(done)
• Select bridal attendants(done)
• Check catering facilities(done)
• Select a caterer(done)
• Select a photographer / videographer(done)
• Select a florist (not yet)
• Select dress and headpiece as well as shoes(done)
• Announce engagement(done)
• Select bridesmaids' dresses(not yet)
• Select engagement ring with fiancé(done)

waaaa so far not bad yeh? wahahaha. layter i update summore k. i have to settle other thing first. This time i promise i will update faster. :P

Indahnya Islam

Subhanallah! Islam itu agama yang indah. Betapa untungnya kita sebagai perempuan. :) Meh sama2 usaha jadi isteri yg solehah. doakan i akan tergolong dalam golongan isteri yang solehah

1. Doa perempuan lebih makbul daripada lelaki kerana sifat penyayangnya yang lebih kuat daripada lelaki. Ketika ditanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w. akan hal tersebut, jawab Baginda s.a.w., "Ibu lebih penyayang daripada bapa dan doa orang yang penyayang tidak akan sia-sia".

2. Apabila seseorang perempuan mengandung janin dalam rahimnya, maka beristighfarlah para malaikat untuknya. Allah s.w.t. mencatatkan baginya setiap hari dengan 1,000 kebajikan dan menghapuskan darinya 1,000 kejahatan

3. Apabila seseorang perempuan mulai sakit hendak bersalin, maka Allah s.w.t. mencatatkan baginya pahala orang yang berjihad pada jalan Allah s.w.t.

4. Apabila seseorang perempuan melahirkan anak, keluarlah dia dari dosa-dosa seperti keadaan ibunya melahirkannya.

5. Apabila telah lahir anak lalu disusui, maka bagi ibu itu setiap satu tegukan daripada susunya diberi satu kebajikan.

6. Apabila semalaman ibu tidak tidur dan memelihara anaknya yang sakit, maka Allah s.w.t. memberinya pahala seperti memerdekakan 70 hamba dengan ikhlas untuk membela agama Allah s.w.t.

7. Barangsiapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, darjatnya seumpama orang yang sentiasa menangis kerana takutkan Allah s.w.t. dan orang yang takutkan Allah s.w.t., akan diharamkan api neraka ke atas tubuhnya.

8. Barangsiapa membawa hadiah, (barang makanan dari pasar ke rumah lalu diberikan kepada keluarganya, maka pahalanya seperti bersedekah). Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barangsiapa yang menyukakan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail.

9. Tiap perempuan yang menolong suaminya dalam urusan agama, maka Allah s.w.t. memasukkan dia ke dalam syurga lebih dahulu daripada suaminya (10,000 tahun).

10. Perempuan apabila sembahyang lima waktu, puasa bulan Ramadhan, memelihara kehormatannya serta taat akan suaminya, masuklah dia dari pintu syurga mana sahaja yang dikehendaki.

11. Wanita yang solehah (baik) itu lebih baik daripada 1,000 lelaki yang soleh.

12. Aisyah berkata, "Aku bertanya kepada Rasulullah s.a.w, siapakah yang lebih besar haknya terhadap wanita? Jawab Rasulullah s.a.w., "Suaminya". "Siapa pula berhak terhadap lelaki?" Jawab Rasulullah s.a.w, "Ibunya".

13. Apabila memanggil akan engkau dua orang ibubapamu, maka jawablah panggilan ibumu dahulu.

14. Wanita yang taat akan suaminya, semua ikan-ikan di laut, burung di udara, malaikat di langit, matahari dan bulan semua beristighfar baginya selama mana dia taat kepada suaminya serta menjaga sembahyang dan puasanya.

15. Wanita yang taat berkhidmat kepada suaminya akan tertutup pintu-pintu neraka dan terbuka pintu-pintu syurga. Masuklah dari mana-mana pintu yang dia kehendaki dengan tidak dihisab.

16. Syurga itu di bawah tapak kaki ibu.

17. Wanita yang tinggal bersama anak-anaknya akan tinggal bersama aku (Nabi s.a.w) di dalam syurga.

18. Barangsiapa mempunyai tiga anak perempuan atau tiga saudara perempuan atau dua anak perempuan atau dua saudara perempuan lalu dia bersikap ihsan dalam pergaulan dengan mereka dan mendidik mereka dengan penuh rasa takwa serta bertanggungjawab, maka baginya syurga.

19. Daripada Aisyah r.a. "Barangsiapa yang diuji dengan sesuatu daripada anak-anak perempuan lalu dia berbuat baik kepada mereka, maka mereka akan menjadi penghalang baginya daripada api neraka."

Innershine & Folic acid

penah try makan innershine x? i br seminggu makan this product and what i can conclude is... ITs YUMMILICIOUS!... i took both, innershine prune and also innershine berry.
ini pon masuk dalam senarai yang diwajibkan oleh MyZakwan. Antara sebab2 i amik innershine ini adalah:
- nak kawen (ahaha so nak kena nampak chantek!) silala muntah..
- nak melengkapkan segala nutrien yang x cukup dalam badan.
- malas nak makan banyak2 vitamin. so amik je sebotol malam n sebotol pagi. n x yah amik dah vit A, C & E
-nak serlahkan kecantikan dari dalaman ahahaha. siyes. muntahlah untuk kenyataan di atas. Eh! seblah kot?

so perubahan yang nampak dalam masa seminggu ni so far positive and i plan to continue using it until wedding day. Selain innershine ni, i pon dh start makan folic acid. Yes! Folic acid... ehehe usually, pregnant mommies yang start amik this pills. but nowaday, they advice ladies yang nak kawin start amik this pills to prepare your body especially your uterus/womb correct me if im wrong.
these are some info yg i dapat from wikipedia:

"Folic acid is an important nutrient for women who may become pregnant. Adequate folate intake during the periconceptional period, the time just before and just after a woman becomes pregnant, helps protect against a number of congenital malformations including neural tube defects.[9] Neural tube defects result in malformations of the spine (spina bifida), skull, and brain (anencephaly). The risk of neural tube defects is significantly reduced when supplemental folic acid is consumed in addition to a healthy diet prior to and during the first month following conception.[10][11] Women who could become pregnant are advised to eat foods fortified with folic acid or take supplements in addition to eating folate-rich foods to reduce the risk of some serious birth defects. The most notable birth defects that occur from folate deficiency are neural tube defects. Taking 400 micrograms of synthetic folic acid daily from fortified foods and/or supplements has been suggested. The Recommended Dietary Allowance (RDA) for folate equivalents for pregnant women is 600-800 micrograms, twice the normal RDA of 400 micrograms for women who are not pregnant.[12]
Recent research has shown that it is also very important for men who are planning on fathering children, reducing chromosomal defects in their sperm.[13]" source: wikipedia

wedding preparation

wahh.. sangat la penat. we have less than 2 months to prepare for wedding. for my side, alhamdullillah, semuanya almost ready. utk seblah lelaki.. humm. sila la jawab ye en zakwanku. well, seblah lelaki x meriah sangat bcoz his mom x terima sangat lagi dia masuk islam so secara automatic diorang x terima menantu islam dalam family dia. But his dad is cool, dia akan pujuk and slow talk ngn mama zakwan so that dia boleh accept our marriage. Xpe. Kitorang anggap semua ni as dugaan. Walaupun kadang2 hati terasa tapi bila mama zakwan offer utk buat small reception, i rasa bersyukur sangat2. smoga papa n mama SP terima i dalam family diorang. We will prove to orang2 yang x nak tgk kitorang bersama that kitorang will make it happen. Please pray for us k. Orang2 lain mungkin x face the problem bila nk kawin, but for us we take it as challenge and in fact those thing makes our love stronger. Zakwan will go to offshore back this feb for 1 month! hahah. yes for 1 month! meaning he will only come back to M'sia on March. So good luck for us!

one step closer

alhamdulillah.. we are one step closer now. hehehe. slamat menjadi tunangan Chung Yin Jie@Khairul Zakwan Chung on 14/12/2008 around 1230. after almost 3 yrs kitorang bercinta, we decided to get engaged. i'm very happy to have him in my life. there's a lot of challenges that we have to face before and after this. but i don't wanna talk about all those sad stories here. let it remain as secret for us. please pray for us so that we can overcome those challenges and live a better life after this. for now im quite busy with all the wedding reception preparation. really hope that the reception will be the most memorable event for us and all people around us. for now, me sgt berharap xde anasir2 luar yg cuba nk keruhkan lg keadaan MyZakwan n his family. we r trying very hard to convinced them that they r not losing their son. To those ppl yg suka tgk kemusnahan org, pls focus on your own life rather than interfere in other ppl life. we have less than 3 months to settle all wedding thingy.please pray for us :)

Hari Istimewa Menjelang Tiba

Syg...x sabar nye menunggu ari yang istimewa...hehe..sambil2 keje ni..gembira rase nye =)
cuaca kat sini tidak menentu...so kene la cpt2 wat tool preparation, pastu standby tuk start keje..hehe..

syg sana keje ok? i yakin pada syg i...yakin boleh...mesti boleh..jage diri elok2 tau...lagi kejap je i akan balik =)