one step closer

alhamdulillah.. we are one step closer now. hehehe. slamat menjadi tunangan Chung Yin Jie@Khairul Zakwan Chung on 14/12/2008 around 1230. after almost 3 yrs kitorang bercinta, we decided to get engaged. i'm very happy to have him in my life. there's a lot of challenges that we have to face before and after this. but i don't wanna talk about all those sad stories here. let it remain as secret for us. please pray for us so that we can overcome those challenges and live a better life after this. for now im quite busy with all the wedding reception preparation. really hope that the reception will be the most memorable event for us and all people around us. for now, me sgt berharap xde anasir2 luar yg cuba nk keruhkan lg keadaan MyZakwan n his family. we r trying very hard to convinced them that they r not losing their son. To those ppl yg suka tgk kemusnahan org, pls focus on your own life rather than interfere in other ppl life. we have less than 3 months to settle all wedding thingy.please pray for us :)

Hari Istimewa Menjelang Tiba

Syg...x sabar nye menunggu ari yang istimewa...hehe..sambil2 keje ni..gembira rase nye =)
cuaca kat sini tidak menentu...so kene la cpt2 wat tool preparation, pastu standby tuk start keje..hehe..

syg sana keje ok? i yakin pada syg i...yakin boleh...mesti boleh..jage diri elok2 tau...lagi kejap je i akan balik =)

Selamat pagi Cinta!

cinta yang mahal itu x perlu dilafazkan
cinta yang agung adalah 1 pengorbanan,
x ramai org yg sanggup bekorban pada org yg dia cintai... quote from filem Selamat Pagi Cinta
Owh i love this sentencee...
Nanti kite g tgk ye sayang n thanx sbb u slalu berkorban. I know our love is CINTA AGUNG :D

lonely :(

sedeynyeeee.. my family dh balik to my hometown just now. rasa sunyii sangat. kalo x waktu2 mcm ni abah dh bawak g jalan2 n makan2 kat luar. but now dok sorang2 layan muvi and blog ni aje. Btw Thanx to abah n mama sbb tmnkan anak kemanjaan dowang ni seminggu. huhu. seminggu makan mama masak. nyummmmm delicious. masa2 single yg tinggal beberapa hr ni kene spend btol2 ngn family kan? hehe. apa2 pon syukur Alhamdulillah Allah kurniakan Family yang bahagia kat kitorang. Alhamdulillah x dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang pecah belah sampai boleh jejaskan emosi sendiri. hehe.Doakan supaya my Future family with my beloved zakwan pon akan bahagia sampai ke akhir hayat. X nak tgk anak2 nnti ada masalah emosi kalo keluarga berpecah belah. Dah banyak sangat tgk contoh kat keliling anak jadi pemberontak or x macam orang lain kalo family x betol. So sayang, kita usaha sama2 ye. Thanx a lot for understanding me yg kadang2 terlebih manja. apa2 pon i sangat bersyukur Allah temukan i dengan u dan i'm sure you can be good husband and dad. InsyaAllah.

Planning

Alhamdulillah.. He arrived safely at the platform. :) and already posted a post just now.. so sweet sayang. ehehe. btw thanx for the Dslr!! bleh la i asah bakat ek? ahahah. bout upgrading the camera i think layta la kot. ehhe. its not no no ok? just layta... skang ni tgh busy planning for the big day.. really hope that the big day will be sweet and memorable moments for us and everybody rite? humm. i wont reveal the colour of the baju tunang here. hehehe. secret sket boleh x sayang? ahaha.
hari ni banyakkk sangat keje. meeting from morning till just now. have to review lotsa documents not to mention the drawing.. huhu. lucky mama, abah n lil sis is here together with my cute nephew. so bile balik x la boring sangat. heheh. aiyakk! bos panggil ada meeting lg. got to go... I MISS U MUCH SAYANG!!

second day offshore dhhh

amboi2...cantik nye syg i letak gamba ni..mmg berbaloi dgn ada nye a350 ni...heheh..nnt dh terer ley la upgrade a900..kuang3..sbb shut down activity kt sini..terpaksa ler i standby 3 ari kt offshore...pagi ni br pas kick-off meetig..hopefully kali ni dtg ley setel sume keje ni..tutup account buku tuk client ni tahun ni =)anyway, bos dh kompem january ni dh start keje lg kt sini..tuk baju tunang, syg i nk pakai kaler ape ek?light kaler will be great syg =)kt sini angin kuat...suppy boat smpai pon x dpt nk unload barang..hopefully tomorrow will be better..kt sini dpt letak gamba nye x?nk upload gamba2 la =p

he will go again tonite..

huhuhuhu. the title explain my feeling. huk huk. so tonite he will depart again to somewhere.
take care my dear sayang! pls come back safely so that you can be there at our special 'majlis'.
i will make sure that evrything will be okay here.
love you lots. muaxx

good news!!

I'm Happy today.. hehee
MyZakwan x jadi pg offshore today.. weee. maybe next week br pegi. alhamdulillah. so we can spend this weekend to buy things for hantaran.
:)

Trip back to KL

Arini i excited sgt...akhirnye dpt balik ke KL bersama2 sayang...dh lama kite x kuar jalan2 kt KL...tu yg i excited ni..hehe..ni hd balik kampung...tanggungjawab2 sebagai anak dh dipenuhi..syukur rase nye..hehe..syg bile nk dtg SP ni...ley g beli DVD cetak rompak...hahaha

hari ke banyak2 :P

pagi td all of us(me, max and nara) terlepas tool box meeting. ahaha. but i follow max to the site today and its damn hot there. shoot! ahaha. pusing2 workshop 2 kali sbb cari en jazmie. pastu dh dapat cr en jazmie br pusing2 site. haiyoyo. pening gilakk. abisla daku hitam lps ni. dh la mmg kaler kelabu pon. huhuhu. cmne ni syg? afte ni u hav to treat me with milk bath la. x pon spa? can aar syg? lepas blk dr site, we have meeting with procurement team. byk lg process for instrument so im gonna b very busy after this. bidding still going on.hua hua. lunch td makan together with project team. today ada sorang budak trainee utp dtg sini. so dh ade gang.. yey.
tp she will be here for 3 days only. My Zakwan called just now. 2 more days. ehehehe. **big smile** love you so much hubby. nnti la crita ape activity i last weekend! x larat lg, bz sangat today.
ape2 pon hr ni tgh mode jiwang! ahahaha. jiwang with My Zakwan

44 things a girl would die for (Good for you to take note sayang!)

1-touch her waist
2-talk to her
3-share secrets
4-give her your jacket
5-kiss her slowly
6-hug her
7-hold her
8-laugh with her
9-invite her somewhere
10-let her be with you when you're with your friends
11-smile with her
12-take pics with her
13-pull her onto your lap
14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. fight back
15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved
16-ALWAYS HUG HER AND SAY "I LOVE YOU" WHEN YOU SEE HER.
17-kiss her unexpectedly
18-HUG HER FROM BEHIND AROUND THE WAIST
19-tell her shes beautiful... not sexy!
20-TELL HER THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT HER!
21-kiss her on the lips
22-DONT ask her to buy you stuff. you buy HER stuff
23-tell her what feels good
24-make her feel loved
25-buy her stuff. small things can still helpwe might deny it but we actually like and kinda want you to get us things
26-DONT LIE TO HER
27-DONT CHEAT ON HER
28-take her anywhere she wants
29-txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her
30-be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss them).
34. While in the movie, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Dont ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort herremember this next time you are with her
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. LOOK DEEP INTO HER EYES AND TELL HER THAT YOU LOVE HER
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possibleMAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. ALWAYS REMIND HER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE HER

3rd day at L*MUT

mandomnyeee hari ni. seyes x tau knape. ngantukk je. maybe sbb kna go through byk sgt document kot. ptg ni kena blk kat KL.aaaaa.. penat. ngntuk sgt2. boleh ke drive sorang ni. esok ptg balik sini balik. sbtu kena masuk kejee.. semua org xde. so i kna jd wakil client yg stay kat opis... huhuhuh. tp rasa cm malas gak. ahaha. tgk dulu la nk dtg ke x. en jazmie pn xde soh dtg. :P. btw, My Zakwan dh explain smalam yg dia x type pn fun and floric, he just type his name and suddently bl*gspot changed it to fun and floric. ahahaha. stupid name. cm auuu je! x sesuai dgn kemachoan en syg. hue hue. today me n nara je ade kat opis. Max dh balik kl. lunch td kuar makan ngan nara n his fwen. his fwen blanja, so hr ni x kua duit lg. mmg jutawan la kalo hr2 kat sini. i Miss My Zakwan vewy much hr ni or sbenarnye hari-hari? Balik umah nnti nk amik cable phone so that i can upload pic. My Zakwan just called me. hehehe. muaxx sayang. i know u love me. :D

2nd day at L*MUT

today i woke up slightly late. hehehe. but still manage to arrive at office before 8 and i'm the 1st person to arrive at the office. ahahaha. kewl rite? pening kepala hr ni coz i have to go through all the drawing and the document. not to mention the crazy MYPR. haiyoyoyo. ive been in 3 different department for this financial year and i don't know who r going to defend me this year. DANGG!! so gud luck for me kan. Lunch td we(me,max, nara n mr jazmee) go out to manjung. ahaha best gak jd princess ni. ade abg2 utk jaga. u should thanks them la nnti syg! ehehe. apa2 pon My Zakwan will always be my favorite man! no doubt. eheheh. menang tanpa bertanding.
i miss u much!

i wonder??

i wonder why my zakwan is using funandfloric...hummm
i smell sumthing fishy here.ahaha. i always smell sumthing fishy. u better xplain it to me quickly or i will sulk for a longg timee

1st day at Lumut

yours truly dah tercampak kat l*mut. hehehe. More appropriate word is been assigned to new project at L*MUT. so far okay. got 2 new friends from the same project: Max & Nara. both are guys. no harm ye syg!
actually quite happy with the work environment but not so happy with the apartment. itss spooky man! will find new hotel after this. i miss my lovely condo. its not mine. but ours! hehe ( me and My Zakwan) My Zakwan bought this condo and we will start a new life there this march. insyaAllah. pray for us please. i know many ppl out there yg x nak this thing happen. but we believe Allah with help us to make this marriage happen. to My Zakwan.. which is my one and only My Zakwan, trust me "I love u so much". i tau u bimbang i kat L*MUT ni. dr berapa kali u call i smalam i dh tau. Thanks sayang. i terharu sangat. i have lots of ppl around me yg sgt sweet and baik. My Zakwan, mama, abah, abang yon, kak aini, lil hamzah, aman, pkah, mama yan, bpk, kak nonie +abg razak + their powerpuff girls, family ipoh, family kedah and ramai lg org2 lain yg kalo tulis mmg entry ni akan panjang dgn nama org je.
will update about my situation here layter coz i got 1 more meeting.
To My Zakwan.... i love you vewy gummie much.